Meaning Sense

    I'm the type of girl who is not too close and cool with a guy not because I'm a snob or anything but this is what I do with my nature, if there is the same guy that he likes me, it's really the same could resentful that like the same guy I but if I also liked the same guy I'm not resentful at her hehe ... I'm weird huh? Therefore until now I have not had a boyfriend and have not thought of going out because I'm the type of person that is difficult to make people care about, but if I had the same affection because the guy can really love my loyal person hehe..

   Once upon a time when I was in grade 1 junior 7C, then I left school to my class had to climb some stairs, up stairs I have not been up to in calling a guy, then I stop my steps and he said "Hey ... Rifa love with you". When I turned it turns out that said that Darel class 7A, Rifa who was sitting in the front seat to run into the classroom. I went on my way up one by one the stairs to my classroom. That day and the second was also suddenly I was really annoyed at Darel and Rifa, especially at Darel I really annoyed with him because how dare he say it was the same as though I've never acquaintances who only know his name wrote. Anyway I really resentful at the boys, when hours after school, I look 7A class that was in front of my class although quite far. When Darel and Rifa not visible in front of the class or roughly'm home, I just went home and up in the house this morning shadow was always imagined. I was the one not easy to forget the events that have been made I really resentful and also events according happy when I remember it.
    Day after day I started to put the events of that time and I do not want to remember it again. When the increase in class I sat in class 8F, Darel and Rifa no one more class as a class 7. At grade 8 that I want to really have a Twitter account because my friend Priva already have Twitter and Twitter seem to play it cool hehe ... finally I made a Twitter account and ask for help Priva more good play to teach me how to play Twitter. After a few days I was in the same taught Priva, finally I can play Twitter itself.
    I started to follow my friends I already have a Twitter and I jamming Twitter stalk them even though there are not I stalk, stalk when I'm jamming one of the friends I did not mean I saw a Twitter account Darel, then I wrote Twitter stalk him hehe. . when see him followers "WOW .. so many of his followers until 6000, when his following only hundreds of" what I said to myself. According to it's incredible I really have thousands of followers until that time I was only there were dozens of followers because of the new Twitter. Twitter I follow him and mention him to follback I,

because my followers are still a little buildup. He replied my mention "Followed" which means it's in follback, Darel finally follback I want hehe .. At that time I started the same mention Darel.

"Her Followers loads, Rel? I ask yes... haha .. "
"Yes, this I love hehe ..."
Though not in love just for joke real followers wrote and much more mention I'm at him. Darel turns out that in fact the person on whom it was cool to make a joke, sometimes I also own that again mention laughing at him.
    Lately it seems I'm so weird, my reply is always the same mention him, sometimes he mention me first, When I saw him, like in the cafeteria, in front of his class, entered the school gates together, in toilet or wherever my heart pounding, especially if our eyes at each other accidentally tasted it penetrated to the bones haha excessive yes...

I was thinking, I used to really hate each Darel but why now I'm feeling so different? What right that people say that hate can be love?
I got the same feeling I do not know myself, I'm confused. Name is this LOVE? ??

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